I figure I should clarify after my last post. I had someone close ask me if I am scared about my posts affecting my relationships with other girls. Particularly a future girlfriend. I thought I should clarify, that I am not afraid of what someone or a girl thinks about me. I am who I am and I have struggled with what I have struggled. I want a girlfriend to see me for who I am, not for my struggles. Make sense? I don’t want to seem as a weird porn loving freak, but as another human being that has fallen and for the most part overcome. Here is some random quote I probably heard from doctor who but has great use here. “We can’t look to the past for answers only to the future”. My rant is now over, not that it was really a rant. Man am I random tonight?